In all honesty, for me to decide not to do something is for all the reasons I would do it. It’s never about why I wouldn’t do it. Because I know for sure that my mind will search for all the evidence on why I can’t or shouldn’t or wouldn’t do something. I love my mind – it’s my faithful servant. It searches and it sometimes finds things I didn’t even want to know. But that’s its job – to protect me even when I am doing nothing significant.